Well, he's not what I'm looking for, so I should back off.

I'm losing my self-control, disliking ppl for every mistake made, yet they're the same mistakes I make.

I should stop all this, yet, its sooo addictive and it puts some entertainment back into my life.

I totally know why ppl get drunk.  Life looks a lot funner.

I've found ppl who are like me in lifestyle, some who arent, and my eyes have never been so open before.

Ignorance was bliss, yet I find that knowing makes me feel better then before.

Good and bad times made life more real, less dull and phoney.

Why didn't I start sooner dammit?